bite me....

and then she bit me, i hurt for just a moment.... but secretly, I know I really enjoyed it....

I guess it's high time I' blogged about something since this page hasnt moved for AGES. I guess everyone's been going about doing their thang this hols.. CNY was real bummer for me, I didnt get to do much. I was right, CNY was just like any other day... didnt go around much. But hey, it was by far important for me because it was my annual bonus pay day. This year, I didnt get to stash up a lot. Reason: I didnt go visiting. But hey, CNY ain't all about goin' around and collectin debts... it's about togetherness and family quality time.

For those of you who read ma' blog, you've prolly already heard the word around town that the J boy aint single no more. Hmmm.. yea well I'm here to confirm that. He isn't. I have to admit, life has been really different for some time. I met an angel that touched my life is countless ways. She never fails to motivate, encourage, teach and inspire me. Many people do not understand the 2 of us. From the outside, so many things might not make sense. Some things seem wrong in the eyes of some. To others, they're just observing what is to happen next. One thing for certain. Our union sure wasnt something ordinary. I might share it some other day but for now, all I can say is everything that has been happening to me for the past months has been anything but normal. It's as if God himself has been watching over me and deciding what happens next. Hmmm, my darling girl.... sometimes when I look at her, I cant seem to express myself. It's as if I'm trying to say something but there are no words that can describe what I feel inside. Sometimes it may seem like life is very complicated. Actually I believe we make our lives complicated. Life is really simple....right now at this point on my life, I want to share everything with a very special someone in my life because I care for her so damn much and that I really want to bring joy in her life just as she has in mine. If you call it love, then Yes I do love her. I enjoy her company in every way possible even if all we're doing is just sitting down at a side bench in a shopping mall..... baby dear, I love you so so much.

In other news. I screwed up for my 2nd sem exams. Ok it wasnt really screwed up in fact I did better than the previous semester. But the thing is, for the first time in my lifetime EVER.... I got a B+ for ENGLISH... damn.... this is really something really bad for me. Nobody understands what I feel inside.. it feels so horrible. Because... this is the first time I'm not getting A for English in 10years.... the ONLY language I can speak... this kinda hits me in my face with a big signboard that says "I suck". But worry not, I'm not gonna go suicide or anything. Just disapointed. Hey, I can handle rejection... it's just that I really have to work hard next sem for my 4.0 aim... 4 flat... nothing less....

Hmm.. 2days left to college reopening. Oh well..... things are just about to get really interesting in my life... chill out guys... till next time.
the blogger,
jason...