just a lil too tired to think....

sometimes I really wonder what the hell am I doing..
sometimes I really wonder why do I feel like this..
sometimes I really wonder why am I like this?
sometimes.... sometimes there are just some things in life that I do not have control upon and since everything happens for a reason, i'm just gonna let my life go OMGWTFBBQ..... DIE.

what am I saying?

I don't know... I really don't know. Or perhaps it's just the fact that I'm denying the fact that I actually know what's going on. Either way.. I dont know anymore. Life has never been fair to me... really. I find that so many things that happen around me just isnt right. I just... I just wish I could find the right path to walk upon. Right now I'm so confused, I'm wearing my shoes on the wrong foot.. I look around and I see people suffering from love... relationships... poverty. People going paranoid over simple matters. Really... life IS simple... we make it complicated. You know, mC is right... "why you so perasan it's you...". Hell.. she's right. Why do I think..... maybe it's just that subconsciously I want it to be..... maybe subconsciously I'm trying to assume it's..... why the hell jason? why are u doing this? why are you....? You know what, Jason...? you should just shut the F*c- -------

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*sigh*..... I'm just too exhausted about life. It's true.. things have gotten a tad bit complicated. But that doesnt mean it's coming to an end. i think I'm just gonna move on.... dont wanna look back on that 3" vault. Frankly... I dont care anymore... i'm already empty on fuel... if u remember what doc love runs on.


-I'm out-