just a lil something in my head....

when you see something and you know what it is, don't ask the person about it

*yawn* I've had a really tiring day. A really busy week it has been. I woke up this morning not knowing what to do. Felt so lost. Actually I wanted to do something. I knew what I wanted to do and the thing I wanted to do was in Cyberia. I drove bubbles on an empty tank all the way and before I knew what was going on, I found myself carrying tables, moving here and there and cleaning a really really dirty fridge. And somehow, as the day passed by, I no longer know why was I there. Why did I drive all the way to cyberjaya on a saturday?

As I was cleaning the fridge, it suddenly came to mind. The thing that I wanted to do became so clear. I was sure....... I just wanted to spend time with my baby mC. So I told her to hang around with me and I got 15minutes or so, to spend with her. And as I finished cleaning the fridge, I realised it was time for me to go home. So I left the place, filled RM6 into bubbles.. and drove all the way home alone in my car. =
Its weird how I want to do something so much, I would travel far and wide just to get to it. And when I'm there, I'm tied down with things to do that I forgot why I was there in the first place. And when I realise what I wanted to do, I also realised it was not possible not have in the first place...
she was busy today. I understand.. she's got a lot to settle.... at least I did something useful by helping around =

Post of The Week

Tmrw is the start of a new week. Thus, b4 I end my week I'm gonna share just a lil bit of what I learnt. In the past week, I have learnt something that I find useful to know. But it wont help anyone because it is not definite and it doesnt apply to everyone.

"Sex keeps the relationship going & Sex itself could end the relationship"

Very catchy huh? ... I knew it. But anyway, reading the title itself wont give you the right idea of what I'm actually trying to say. These two phrases contridict one another and they are giving you a 50/50 situation of what you might be going thru in your relationship.

Fadzrul agreed with me on the first one. Any couple would know very well that holding sex back can be handy because it is something to look forward to. Whether you're being kinky or naughty. Holding hands, hugging or making out. A physical relationship is something critical/important in a lasting relationship. With that, knowing that you have something 'greater' to look forward to and share is something good and it keeps the relationship interesting because you know that when you love that someone..... you would want to..... make love!

Yet, sex itself could very much end the relationship. I'm not saying that sex causes breakups! I'm talking about people who decide Not to have sex could make their partner feel bad. I have to admit, some people need sex. Its very common. Its not to satisfy their lust but their physical needs to be with their partner. Most guys I know would only sleep with their loved one. They dont go around 'curang-ing'. Also, most women often give in their virginity to their boyfriend because of fear of losing their guy? This is not something new. Everyone has heard that one before. But is this one true or the one I mentioned before true? No one can be sure... it is independant according to every different relationship. My only advice is.... use sex to your advantage. Dont allow it to destroy you.

Feel free to bombard me if you have any comments or whatever. Just bear in mind that I'm not speaking from my point of view since I'm not engaging in sex right now but more from my view of how I see people around me...

Jason wuz here
27.05.06