journey to the past
you never know who you really are until someone tells you the Story of Your Life.
Today is a really interesting day.
I took a step back in time starting from yesterday then I walked to Thursday and Wednesday and then hopped over to April and then ran to March then walked to Juz Becos I Love You day then to Valentines and then I cycled over to January but I slowed down and took baby steps to The day. Slowed down there and lingered around back and forth to the day after and the day before. Then took a stroll down memory lane throughout January. Then took my bike and took a easy cycle through December then to October and through every month of 2005 all the way to the begining when I came back to M'sia.
I took every single written piece of living proof of what I did. Read from my phone. Blogs. Diaries. Everything~!
and best part is. When I see "myself", I really think he's out of this world. Weird wacky world I lived in like conning people into buying brandless perfumes? Standing as a retail assistant with an apron in Memory Lane only to one day meet Liz. Hung out with girls older than me. Love triangle problemz? Got into my first relationship. Got drunk then dumped the next day. Got yelled at dad and kick out of the car for being sad over love. Became a love doctor. Became a real radio DJ. Learnt what was insecurity. Hutang Fadzrul money. Went to his HUGE house and played PS2. Meet up with long lost BB friends who still remembers me. Got attached again. Lightning strike my modem 3 times. Got streamyx. Lectured my dad. Parenst almost divorce. I was dumped... again. Brother got a son! I became a real uncle. Almsot failed my first sem. Got my first Durex =S
Honestly, I can't remember much of what happened in 2005 but the list goes on. I have yet till this very day lived an extraordinary life that I don't really understand.
Of course towards the starting of 2006 there was some things like buying daisies and going into 'I Need house' and making new year's resolution and making wishes by tossing coins in fountains? Baking cookies and trying to create home made rainbow. Sewing on soft toys and getting my first aromatherapy candle? Painted a painting of my feelings. Finally got to know that there is someone who is just like me and can accept me for who I am and vice versa...
The other day mC dear was showing me some things I did in the past. Aiyoyo... I dunno what happen... it comes to the point where I really have to say "wait.... I can explain!"
Its funny how you don't know what have you been doing until someone tells you that you did it and proves it to you~! hehe... kay don't worry I didnt kill anyone but I just... hmmm... I just can't see myself. What I wish I had was a Video Player where I can see what happened to me towards the end of 2005 and early this year. It still remains a mystery to me. However, today after the journey through time, I know for sure that every single thing I said, I really meant it. I have remained sincere and I have not lied to anyone thus far.
Today is a really interesting day.
I took a step back in time starting from yesterday then I walked to Thursday and Wednesday and then hopped over to April and then ran to March then walked to Juz Becos I Love You day then to Valentines and then I cycled over to January but I slowed down and took baby steps to The day. Slowed down there and lingered around back and forth to the day after and the day before. Then took a stroll down memory lane throughout January. Then took my bike and took a easy cycle through December then to October and through every month of 2005 all the way to the begining when I came back to M'sia.
I took every single written piece of living proof of what I did. Read from my phone. Blogs. Diaries. Everything~!
and best part is. When I see "myself", I really think he's out of this world. Weird wacky world I lived in like conning people into buying brandless perfumes? Standing as a retail assistant with an apron in Memory Lane only to one day meet Liz. Hung out with girls older than me. Love triangle problemz? Got into my first relationship. Got drunk then dumped the next day. Got yelled at dad and kick out of the car for being sad over love. Became a love doctor. Became a real radio DJ. Learnt what was insecurity. Hutang Fadzrul money. Went to his HUGE house and played PS2. Meet up with long lost BB friends who still remembers me. Got attached again. Lightning strike my modem 3 times. Got streamyx. Lectured my dad. Parenst almost divorce. I was dumped... again. Brother got a son! I became a real uncle. Almsot failed my first sem. Got my first Durex =S
Honestly, I can't remember much of what happened in 2005 but the list goes on. I have yet till this very day lived an extraordinary life that I don't really understand.
Of course towards the starting of 2006 there was some things like buying daisies and going into 'I Need house' and making new year's resolution and making wishes by tossing coins in fountains? Baking cookies and trying to create home made rainbow. Sewing on soft toys and getting my first aromatherapy candle? Painted a painting of my feelings. Finally got to know that there is someone who is just like me and can accept me for who I am and vice versa...
The other day mC dear was showing me some things I did in the past. Aiyoyo... I dunno what happen... it comes to the point where I really have to say "wait.... I can explain!"
Its funny how you don't know what have you been doing until someone tells you that you did it and proves it to you~! hehe... kay don't worry I didnt kill anyone but I just... hmmm... I just can't see myself. What I wish I had was a Video Player where I can see what happened to me towards the end of 2005 and early this year. It still remains a mystery to me. However, today after the journey through time, I know for sure that every single thing I said, I really meant it. I have remained sincere and I have not lied to anyone thus far.
*********************GostaN*************************
posted by simply me, Jason @ 9:44 PM
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