St. Valentines

As I gazed into her eyes, all I knew was that I was lost in it...
It glittered just as such, it sparkled just as much....

Here I am in my cosy room with such alluring ambience coming from the long awaited IKEA lamp which I have just bought. My network card had blew up again due to lightning and here I am internet-less just listening to warm, smooth love songs while writing down this journal to be posted up tomorrow. I havent been blogging for some time now but I really just have to add this entry...

If you're not up for lovey dovey stuff, stop reading NOW and just close this window.


I just called my darling and sang a song 2 her. Hmmm, yea I know it was ridiculous but I just couldn't stand it anymore. I have been looking at the valentine's card she gave me for about 2hours now. Reading all the words she wrote in it over and over again, turning the card inside out hoping to find new compartments with more hidden messages inside. It wasnt an iPod or Billabong, but it really means a lot to me. It was truly the best valentines gift I could ever ask for...

Yesterday was just....... *smiles*......... amazing =) When you think you had planned everything right, God himself had a lil surprise planned for you. I'm not gonna tell you everything that happened for us on valentines because thats for us enjoy and be kept as a sweet memory for the years to come =) but dun worry.. *ahem* rest assured nothing kinky (which you'd prolly think happened) or anything of such sort ever happened. It was just truly a night of love... And when I say love, I'm not talking abt affection or physical intimacy but love as love is in itself... I never knew what true love was until I myself actually love someone whole heartedly for who she is, both inside and out. Not that I made myself to love her.... I just fell in love with her. Everything that she does just make me smile whenever I think of her.. unforgetable, in every way.

Last night, we talked abt certain things that I myself don't really understand. I think I do, but in the end, I never really understood it.... or why it happened. Oddly enough, it didnt bother me at all... I had always thought this would have a negative impact on me but somehow it just felt different. It totally bypassed me without leaving a single trace. What had supposed to be something negative just seemed so tiny and small to be even considered an issue to come in between us. I still love her just as much and a lil more than usual actually... in fact, i'm starting to learn to appreciate her more after what we talked..

Aside from that, I just have to share the fireworks story with everyone. Even if I told you, you'd probably wouldn't believe me. We were just sitting at the side of this pathway in cyberjaya last night when suddenly these 3people (2guys,1 girl) came out of this Honda Accord and started to walk around suspiciously. Of course the fear of being mugged was lingering... but I had really prayed at that moment for God to keep us safe. Then, all the sudden, this guy puts a box on the ground and lighted it up and *bang* there were fireworks!! It lasted for about 10-20seconds.. and trust me, thats LONG! It was of many various colours and shapes and it ignited continously with loud bangs and crackles and it all took place just abt 10metres away from us. For the first time in my life, I saw fireworks the quality like those used during National Day parades from so close! After all that fun, those 3 people just left and drove off just like that without saying a word... man, that was weird! During the fireworks, I turned my dear and asked her, "do you believe in magic?", because for a moment there I knew for sure this all wasn't just coincidence. God up there was performing his lil magic *wink*. God does work in mysterious ways I strongly believe.... and I really appreciate the big man up there for watching over us last night =)

Valentines day is not about flowers or chocolates or teddy bears.. It's just about spending quality time with ur loved ones, appreciating them for being there with you in your life. Understanding what true love is all about with one another. Well I'm glad 2006 had started off well indeed. I'm just looking forward to seeing my darling everyday and doing all the best I can to put a smile on her face.. because as I said before, when you truly love someone, all you ever want is for her to be happy..

Yours truly,
Jason during St. Valentine's week