yakuza terriyaki..

time...t...t...time is is running out

Okay, its week 4 of MMU already and I haven't done lots of things. One of the more important things would be modelling in 3D Studio Max. Thats due in week 6? Oh damnit...Plus, DJ Club is eating too much of my time. I just want to get all of this settled as soon as possible so I will have time to do stuff from my own to-do-list...
Film & Animation.... FA...FA...FA... nowadays I'll have to be an animator I actually have to do lots of cell drawing? Oh well... I landed myself here in the first place. I guess I have to bear the consequences of learning things the hard way. I wish I had more time to practise on my drawings.
Games, I have been waiting to play my old skool games like Rainbox Six: Raven Shield. But when do I actually have the time to do so? Maybe in a week or two... I have to set my priorities right...

--=Post of The Week=--

I really wonder... what IS religion? Why do people fight with one another because of it. Why do people suffer because of it.. and why do people preach their religion to others. No doubt religions bring postive energies such as to know between right and wrong. To instill conscience in us. I just don't like the idea of religion. I DO believe in God. And I believe God is somewhere watching over all of us. I do not question His ways or how is he going to judge people after life. Yes, I do believe in the idea of heaven and hell. Some religion preach that there is no way into heaven without practising their religion. Some religion don't even believe in the idea of judgement but more of the continuation of life. Whichever the situation, I choose to be neutral. I have heard of Islam, Christianity, Buddhism, Sikhism, Hinduism and some minority groups too. I have also heard of Freethinkieism which is different from being a freethinker. I have got a taste of every single one of them and none of them has the enlightenment that I seek. In fact, I feel very much lifted when I am neutral right now. If God wants to banish me to hell when I leave this world, then so be it. At least I know that I have been banished for not following His orders rather than to be banished for practising something that is against His will without knowing it.


God... please forgive if I am doing the wrong thing right now. Its just that every single one of the religion that I have heard of is contradicting one another. So who is to be believed? I choose to just believe in You... and You alone. Not a church or mosque or kuil or temple.... anything that might have human influence...