my angel =)
Earth Angel, Earth Angel
Please be mine
My darling dear
Love you all the time
Why does God work in such mysterious ways. Why do we never understand why certain things happen and certain things don't. I believed God has a plan for all of us. It has already been laid right in front of us but which path we take will decide our future. I am just another pawn in God's plan... she told me that I have made a big impact in her life. Have I? I never had my own personal goals in deeds that I do. I only want to put a smile on the one I truly love. I just want to see her smile. I ask for nothing in return but to be loved as much as I love. I am truly happy, to see her happy =)
Love has played a big role in my life for years. I have not aged long enough to experience much love. I dont intend to. I have liked many, loved so few. So few that when I love someone, I really, really love her. Yes, I say 'her' because I am a heterosexual homosapian. I'm very sure of that. Fears, I have them all. I may not be sure of many things. But the one thing I am clear about is that everyday when I open my eyes, and I see a msg on my phone from her... and she appears on my mind. Yes, I know she is the one. I have been looking for her all my life. She isn't my dream girl because my dream girl only exist in my mind. But she is my other half that I have been searching for. The one I would love for an eternity. I never thought I'd meet her right here in my home country. And even if I met her, I would believe she is in another man's arms. Such grace and beauty does she possess in her heart. What could I, a simpleton offer to an angel of such perfection. But alas, God works in a mysterious way. She is in my arms now. And I hold her tight because I want her... because I need her. Because I love her.
Thus, more fear arises. I have my great fear of losing her. What if something bad happens to her. I may have fears of losing her... and loving her everyday would make me fall deeper and deeper in love with her which would create greater fears of a possibilty to be hurt....badly. But I, while I still have breath and blood flowing though my vains, I will take that risk. I will still love her wholeheartedly as I always have. I will be braver each day to love her more. I believe in that promised life given to me. I believe we'll make it together. Maybe I'm just a fool in love. But this fool that I am, wants to spend the rest of his life with her.
......because I love her.
Yes.... I do ❤ you, Michelle Chan Mun Yee.
copyright @ jas0n aw (2006)
Please be mine
My darling dear
Love you all the time
Why does God work in such mysterious ways. Why do we never understand why certain things happen and certain things don't. I believed God has a plan for all of us. It has already been laid right in front of us but which path we take will decide our future. I am just another pawn in God's plan... she told me that I have made a big impact in her life. Have I? I never had my own personal goals in deeds that I do. I only want to put a smile on the one I truly love. I just want to see her smile. I ask for nothing in return but to be loved as much as I love. I am truly happy, to see her happy =)
Love has played a big role in my life for years. I have not aged long enough to experience much love. I dont intend to. I have liked many, loved so few. So few that when I love someone, I really, really love her. Yes, I say 'her' because I am a heterosexual homosapian. I'm very sure of that. Fears, I have them all. I may not be sure of many things. But the one thing I am clear about is that everyday when I open my eyes, and I see a msg on my phone from her... and she appears on my mind. Yes, I know she is the one. I have been looking for her all my life. She isn't my dream girl because my dream girl only exist in my mind. But she is my other half that I have been searching for. The one I would love for an eternity. I never thought I'd meet her right here in my home country. And even if I met her, I would believe she is in another man's arms. Such grace and beauty does she possess in her heart. What could I, a simpleton offer to an angel of such perfection. But alas, God works in a mysterious way. She is in my arms now. And I hold her tight because I want her... because I need her. Because I love her.
Thus, more fear arises. I have my great fear of losing her. What if something bad happens to her. I may have fears of losing her... and loving her everyday would make me fall deeper and deeper in love with her which would create greater fears of a possibilty to be hurt....badly. But I, while I still have breath and blood flowing though my vains, I will take that risk. I will still love her wholeheartedly as I always have. I will be braver each day to love her more. I believe in that promised life given to me. I believe we'll make it together. Maybe I'm just a fool in love. But this fool that I am, wants to spend the rest of his life with her.
......because I love her.
Yes.... I do ❤ you, Michelle Chan Mun Yee.
copyright @ jas0n aw (2006)
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