Revelations: Part 01
"Yes, you may not mind if it just harms you.... but didn't you know? Everything that happens to you will affect me as well...."
This is just another philosophical journal entry. You might not like the idea but hey, it's just something interesting for you to read.
I have got 2 things to talk about. One, Insecurity and Two, Realising certain things in life...
I hate insecurity. Especially when I'm the one causing it. Anyway I know some of you might wonder why I hate insecurity so much, dont ask me why. I just hate it. I now know why we feel jealous over certain things esp when we're in a relationship. For example, lets say you're in a relationship (i'll be talking from a guy's point of view since i can relate to that better). And well, lets say some guy has been calling your gf like every night and perhaps she picks up the call, even if its just for a while.. You will still feel jealous. This feeling of jealousy is not of the normal kinda. It's more like a disturbing feeling that you dont feel comfortable with. You know why? because... at that point in time, it seems that your partner made that person special, even if it was for 5minutes. The word is special right? because you would be thinking, why would she pick up his call if he wasnt important to her. And yea when she 'makes' him special by picking up that call, you feel... jealous! But you know what? have you ever sit down and think, that no matter how special this person will be for that 5minutes, YOU are still special for ALL TIME. Yes, he may have called her and she picked up the call for 5 minutes.... but.... Every night before she goes to bed, SHE CALLS YOU. Do you see where this is going? See if lets say she teman someone do something.... Every week, she still goes out and spends time with you. Someone may have ajaked her to teman him.... but she, AJAKS YOU out for a date. And urm... lets see. Someone may have tried to hug her and she pushed him aside.... you may feel jealous (the feeling of uneasiness) but then..... she is the one who COMES AND HUG YOU! So now I ask everyone, why is there a need to overeact when there is something to be jealous about? Yes you may feel jealous... and yea I do get this 'jealous' feeling too... but then again, if you come and think about it, the rest of the world, is even more JEALOUS....... OF YOU... =) *smiles*
*to be continued*
This is just another philosophical journal entry. You might not like the idea but hey, it's just something interesting for you to read.
I have got 2 things to talk about. One, Insecurity and Two, Realising certain things in life...
I hate insecurity. Especially when I'm the one causing it. Anyway I know some of you might wonder why I hate insecurity so much, dont ask me why. I just hate it. I now know why we feel jealous over certain things esp when we're in a relationship. For example, lets say you're in a relationship (i'll be talking from a guy's point of view since i can relate to that better). And well, lets say some guy has been calling your gf like every night and perhaps she picks up the call, even if its just for a while.. You will still feel jealous. This feeling of jealousy is not of the normal kinda. It's more like a disturbing feeling that you dont feel comfortable with. You know why? because... at that point in time, it seems that your partner made that person special, even if it was for 5minutes. The word is special right? because you would be thinking, why would she pick up his call if he wasnt important to her. And yea when she 'makes' him special by picking up that call, you feel... jealous! But you know what? have you ever sit down and think, that no matter how special this person will be for that 5minutes, YOU are still special for ALL TIME. Yes, he may have called her and she picked up the call for 5 minutes.... but.... Every night before she goes to bed, SHE CALLS YOU. Do you see where this is going? See if lets say she teman someone do something.... Every week, she still goes out and spends time with you. Someone may have ajaked her to teman him.... but she, AJAKS YOU out for a date. And urm... lets see. Someone may have tried to hug her and she pushed him aside.... you may feel jealous (the feeling of uneasiness) but then..... she is the one who COMES AND HUG YOU! So now I ask everyone, why is there a need to overeact when there is something to be jealous about? Yes you may feel jealous... and yea I do get this 'jealous' feeling too... but then again, if you come and think about it, the rest of the world, is even more JEALOUS....... OF YOU... =) *smiles*
*to be continued*
posted by simply me, Jason @ 6:36 PM
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